grasping for straws, illusions to believe in
ideas and promises permeate brains like invisible gases
convictions run circles, like a neverending k-hole to > eyes wide open
ecstacy flirts over the horizon in some truths, then sobering contradictions arise
can't help but wonder if there exist solutions to the Dread lest you disappear
still, yet human, like a child in the womb or a corpse in the coffin
biology is a burden - itchy eyes, congested skull, tired muscles
i live on despite the constant confusion
slowly i've succumbed to a self imposed prison